Perfect Night

August 24, Halifax, Canada. About 9:30 pm:
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We all say things like 'its a beautiful day' or 'today will be lovely', always referring to the day time only in relation to the weather. We never mention the night though. But tonight caught my eye and ear...it's beautiful. Nature seems to be poised for a photograph, and the sounds of the night bring the picture alive. I wonder if anyone else has noticed how harmonious the elements seem tonight, like heaven and earth are in complete peace. Like a perfect song.

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